By 2mara | January 19, 2007 - 4:44 pm - Posted in music

This week I have reentered the work force… Ok I am a trainee, but still.. they are paying me.  I know this is going to sound a bit sick and twisted, but I am loving every minute of it.. well except the traffic. 

The traffic is bad, but it gives me lots of time to think about all these blogs I am not posting… and man… the music. Have I told you I have a real weakness for music?  I haven’t… weird.

I will try to explain…

At one point in time, the world revolved around music.  My world.  I couldn’t imagine a life without it.  The very beat of my heart, the rhythm in my breath… the dancing algorithms that make up my brain. I wanted to be somewhere where I could be surrounded… enveloped… devoured by it.  Ok I did mention I was/am a bit of a weirdo.

There are two things in this world, outside of the being a mother thing, that allow me to totally relax and forget about all those things that are heavy on my mind.  One, of course, is my bath tub… the other is just resting my brain and turning up the volume.

Think about it.. is there anything better than overwhelming the senses with the sweetest aural sugar.

I was fortunate enough this year to be surprised with a little technological goodness known as ipod nano.  I love this lil bit O honey, but it’s still not the same as being surround by elecrical pulses reverberated by sheer volume.  To feel the music enter your very soul and radiate througout your entire body… so yeah, it’s pretty loud on the drive home, but it relieves much stress.

SO… in the truck right now.. well this week I have been rotating/revolving a couple of favorites right now CLUTCH - PURE ROCK FURY and SYSTEM OF A DOWN - MEZMERIZE.  Either of these cds start my day off right… they make that 6am traffic tolerable… and even kick that 3:30 traffic in the ass too.  Put a smile on my face before I enter those doors…. where I rejoin the “normal”.

Now that I feel like I have rambled and rambled… what’s in your player right now?  What makes your day or starts your day off right?  Stress busters?

~2

By 2mara | May 31, 2006 - 5:33 pm - Posted in music, misc

I am having the best day ever! I am so serious. Those of you that KNOW me know that I am totally in love with Mike Patton… ANYthing Mike Patton.  He is a FUCKING GOD!!!! ANYway… I just happen to be messing around on here the other day and what do I notice?…??

PEEPING TOM!!! Mike Patton again teasing me with his genius. SO, the cd came out Tuesday, and I had a chaotic day… funeral in the morning, trip to OKC with my fanatic mom, and a house full of old relatives who weird me out, so I didn’t get it. I wasn’t too sad, because I have been pretty busy.

I was thinking.. I know.. weird, huh? Maybe I should drive on over to our local wal-mart with my fingers crossed and see if by some weird CHANCE IN HELL!!!! they had my beloved Mike and his Peeping Tom. 

I loaded up kids, who are really annoying me today, into my 120 degree truck and trek across town.  School is out here, so the place is really happening… it’s like the local hangout here in “White Trash America”. ANYhoo, I get in the store and we dart straight back to electronics, and I am still pretty sure Wal-mart is going to fall through. I mean, besides me, I don’t think anyone here in Elk knows what this BEAUTIFUL man is capable of.

I lose one kid… fuck it… he’ll come ’round when he gets hungry or wants money. I don’t have time for a anxiety attack… I am on a mission. 

Brynn and I wheel over some youngin’s in our cart, and I madly begin to thumb through the “P”s… what’s this?

FUCKIN’ JACKPOT!

I grab it and jump up and down… fist it into the air with ALL my glory. Yeah I probably did a little jig too - I think I may have blacked out for a minute
“YES!!!!!!!” and “MINE!!!!” where uttered, more like a battle cry.

The rest of the trip was a blur… I bought some paint.. and some other totally MEANINGLESS neccessities. But today… I am content.

The have a page set up here on myspace Peeping Tom, but earlier the songs weren’t working… I want to pimp Ipecac Recordings = Peeping Tom actually the whole site is pretty awesome. 

Oh another thing I have to add… I got it at wal-mart… and it says “sukka” and “mutha fukka”… after my own heart… I know.

SO anyway.. I was excited and I had to share

*** shit, I forgot to mention licking the jewel box in wal-mart electronics dept***

I am such a weirdo